In fact, I think that you just don't want to growth up.  We growth up with video game but at some point with more responsibility we don't have so much time to play...  I feel that I don't enjoy game like before in a sense of I cannot invest as much time and energy...  So It like a race to finish the game instead of enjoying it...  so to have this "enjoying" feeling again I compensate by buying more game thinking that at some point I will have this feeling again...  But the thing is just...  I don't have time anymore.  So, I don't know, like every addiction, I think that control is the key, and for that, game must take less and less space in my life...  

So I just put more energy to have quality time with my fiancée and I don't miss game so much... I still play but I realize that videogame it's just a way to refuse the reality that ...  It's just game... like dolls and cars...